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side effects they don't advertise
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[Jun. 14th, 2005|08:12 pm] |
dear c.f.,
you're (not your) better off raking leaves on a windy day.
that is all |
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| 20 years ago today the love of my life was born.. |
[May. 18th, 2005|01:44 pm] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(<---those are just for you)...I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY
(the family wanted to stop by to wish you a happy birthday.)
today is the third day of your trifesta..we went from 100proof vodka and close friends...to day 2 of throwing up in sinks and dancing in gay clubs...which brings us to today..day 3..the day of bonfires, mohawks, and pot.
i hope youre ready
-your loving wife |
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| girls will be girls |
[May. 6th, 2005|06:14 pm] |
coco:Your career was on hold ever since you killed that family of four!
evie:It was a family of six, I only killed four! I mean, who has a picnic is their backyard anyway?
coco:have you had an abortion?
evie:Coco, I've had more children pulled out of me than a burning orphanage
"That stain is from us."
"As-tro-phy-si-cist!"
Varla: "I think it's what's on the inside that's important."
Evie: "That's good, 'cause his dick practically is."
ahha ok ok im done, but seriously this movie needs to be passed on, andrew just reawakend my love lj style
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| fuck work, fuck it right up the ass no lube no mercy |
[Apr. 29th, 2005|04:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | unloved by jesus | ] |
| [ | music |
| | athlete-wires | ] |
so i had this great dream that the violent femmes were playing at the union tonight, for FREE, and then i woke up and realized it was no dream at all. its for fucking serious. then i tried like a mad bat out of hell to get out of working tonight, ive been trying to all week. but guess fucking what rael got denied, were hiring again because we just got a quiter (holli ill get you an app) so noone could fucking work for me. so i have to work until midnight, imagining how much fun i could be having if only jesus loved me. fuck fuck fuck
lets see what else, nick drama lots of it, no fucking good...seriously theres being of lot of rage floating around.
on a completely different note i just fell in love with athlete, i got the 'tourist' cd from my manager sarah a couple weeks ago. good shit goood shit. im going to be posting quotes, but i think i lj cutted them, dont know if its going to work out, i get confused
( athlete! ) |
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| i love you mathius |
[Apr. 9th, 2005|11:44 pm] |
after an awful hung over night of horrible work, i love coming home to this
im not bringing him back...ever |
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| ryan adams- why do they leave |
[Mar. 31st, 2005|09:27 pm] |
Oh why do they leave
Oh why do they leave
On the day that you needed them the most
Simple cards and things
Rosecolored sunsets no flowers for me
Simple cards and things
Rosecolored sunsets no flowers for me
Lover why do you leave
Lover why do you leave
On the day I want you for me
Say say it ain't so
That he will take you tomorrow
And I will sit here today
The worst
Simple cards and things
Rosecolored sunsets no flowers for me
Simple cards and things
Rosecolored sunsets Curtains for me
Lover why do you leave
Lover why do you leave
On the day I want you to be
The one |
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| life...whatever that means |
[Mar. 15th, 2005|03:49 pm] |
it still seems like everytime i turn around everyone i know is depressed and feeling empty, alone, confused, shitted on, stressed out, or afraid.
and although at this age everything is fucked up and confusing because most of us, or at least i, feel like we are dumped into this adult world where the pressures of decisions and relationships and time and money are these fucking constant attention grabing problems that i dont even start to pretend that i know where to start dealing with them.
the best i can do is go from a day to day problem solving, deciding what cant wait anymore, decide what would make me happy at this moment. but i was laying in my bed the other night thinking about what im going to have to accomplish in the next year, and where im going to be in the next year, and i got scared, really scared actually.
i dont know where any of this came from but on a side note 'everything will be ok' is really not what i want to hear right now
and im not complaining
i can think of a million situations that i cold be in that could be far far worse
its just i dont have anyone holding my hand anymore
its just me.. and thats not comforting
but anyway
andrew is feeling better, i love that boy...maybe too much. if boston was a person i would cut him.
but i really dont want to go anywhere near that situation right now.
poor jess is in an unhappy place right now, and when such a strong person can show that you know theres bad stuff going on. and i want you to know baby that im always here for you..always
i hung out with my lady sarah the other day..michael moore, vegan pizza, ddr...it was a good time. i love that girl
me and alden are seeing eachother very regularly now, which is very comforting to me. but frightening. i dont know how i can go about not fucking this one up. i really like this one, i actually found someone worth my time who may not even know what a bowstaff is let alone own one and store it at my house for over a goddamn month. he actually seems to honestly care about me, which makes me think he cant be trusted and that he will very soon betray me just to watch me hurt. i want to give credit to jon for installing that in me.....
oh and i had to do disection in lab this morning...a fetal pig...i was upset to say the least, my partner did the cutting. when we got to his little heart i rubbed it and almost went in to tears.
god damn
ok im done
really |
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[Mar. 10th, 2005|10:27 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  grateful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | a certain cemetary-pgmg | ] |
Days go by and we just age
Well, killing time can feel so right
In your bedroom without the lights
Let's get old together
Make promises and lie but never
Let this city get the best of us
or Grow apart from the things we love |
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| (no subject) |
[Mar. 10th, 2005|10:22 pm] |
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| | loved | ] |
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| | pretty girls make graves | ] |
rael is happy...
that is all |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 21st, 2005|03:26 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | emo...always emo | ] |
| [ | music |
| | garden state soundtrack in my head | ] |
did you know, and don't say yes because then youre a dirty liar...or just way cooler than i
-The dot over the letter 'i' is called a tittle.
-A raisin dropped in a fresh glass of soda will bounce up and down continually from the bottom of the glass to the top.
-The 'spot' on 7UP comes from its inventor who had red eyes. He was an albino.
....fascinating....
i'm bored....
very very bored...
and a wee bit peckish...
that is all
good day |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2005|11:31 pm] |
If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal to see what people remember about you. |
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| life |
[Jan. 9th, 2005|03:14 pm] |
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im in the library, and im in a really bad mood. well not so much bad, but more so i have no feeling...which in turn makes me feel like shit, which then is bad.
anyway
my life....
im starting school again tomorrow, and i guess im excited...but i dont know. i really dont have the time or the money to drive across town to go to classes everyday..and i need to find another job..
i work at hilldale theater which is pretty kick ass..but seeing as how little things like rent and car loans keep demanding my paychecks yea i need another job..
i had a boyfriend for awhile, that is until he moved in against my will with no car or job and ruined my life. i dumped him..he is in california and his shit is still at my house
i have a stalker who scares the shit out of me...
i miss jon..again..no i take that back i miss something i never had...and im starting to feel like i never will
kyle just came back from london, now hes gone again..i miss him already
andrew is rarely home so i guess i miss him too...but hes happy with his nick which is so great.
i dont know i guess in conclusion my life really really blows and theres little i can do about it...
this wasnt meant to be emo but i guess it came out that way..i need drugs...
ok going to work
i love you all |
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[Jul. 1st, 2004|09:08 am] |
Top Ten George W. Bush Complaints About "Fahrenheit 9/11"
10. That actor who played the President was totally unconvincing
9. It oversimplified the way I stole the election
8. Too many of them fancy college-boy words
7. If Michael Moore had waited a few months, he could have included the part where I get him deported
6. Didn't have one of them hilarious monkeys who smoke cigarettes and gives people the finger
5. Of all Michael Moore's accusations, only 97% are true
4. Not sure - - I passed out after a piece of popcorn lodged in my windpipe
3. Where the hell was Spider-man?
2. Couldn't hear most of the movie over Cheney's foul mouth
1. I thought this was supposed to be about Dodgeball |
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[Apr. 30th, 2004|11:59 pm] |
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holli drinks the high quality beer fo sure |
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| andrews purity test |
[Apr. 27th, 2004|07:25 pm] |
| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 35%
When I think about you - or anyone - I touch myself | 65.1% | | Shamelessness | 52.4%
It takes a couple of drinks | 79.4% | | Sex Drive | 42.1%
I got needs, baby, you gotta unnastan'! | 77.8% | | Straightness | 53.6%
Felt someone up once | 45% | | Gayness | 1.8%
Makes Dr. Frank-n-Furter look tame | 83.6% |
| Fucking Sick | 78.8%
Refreshingly normal | 90% |
You are 46.29% pure
Average Score: 72.7%
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[Apr. 25th, 2004|08:26 pm] |
| Your Ultimate Purity Score Is... | | Category | Your Score | Average | | Self-Lovin' | 71.7%
Explored the pleasures of the flesh | 65.1% | | Shamelessness | 76.2%
Has yet to see self in mirror | 79.4% | | Sex Drive | 60.5%
A fool for love, but not always | 77.8% | | Straightness | 19.6%
Knows the other body type like a map | 45% | | Gayness | 87.5%
Repressed, are we? | 83.6% |
| Fucking Sick | 91.2%
Refreshingly normal | 90% |
You are 67.52% pure
Average Score: 72.7%
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